new song i wrote. i hope you like it

The Heart Is A Lonely Place

The heart is a lonely place for you and me
It's the place where we stop to remember
All the loved ones we miss from here on
How long will it be til we can remember

The voices callin out to my heart
More reasons to come back then to go
And the memories I will keep forever
But my head doesn't seem to know

Chorus
The rain's comin down in front of my eyes
I can barely see what's in front of me
Maybe this is just what I really needed
Cause before my journey I could not see
All of the friends that I hurt

The cuts on my arms remind of pain I have
All the bruises for the ones I treated wrong
I'd close my eyes to think of an answer
But everything I try just seems to be wrong

The faces of my friends haunt me now
I know I can go back but it isn't right
What if is the only thing I can see now
What if I never left in the night

Chorus
The rain's comin down in front of my eyes
I can barely see what's in front of me
Maybe this is just what I really needed
Cause before my journey I could not see
All of the friends that I hurt

I returned to open arms cryin out for me
Wonderin where I've been they would say
I can't tell them of the journey I've had
But today feels like a brand new day

Chorus
The rain's comin down in front of my eyes
I can barely see what's in front of me

i finally wrote a new song. enjoy

The Only Life I've Got

I lived with doubt around me
It always was my friend
I couldn't leave it all alone
It brough me there and back again

I was not a hero
Not someone you should look up to
I could feel the air around me
Burnin me to do somethin new

I was runnin outta time
I thought I could never change
No

chorus
This is the only life I've got
I've got to use it for good
I was prepared for disaster
For things goin so much faster
It was for once understood

I finally said enough to doubt
I am on my own all by myself
It feels so good to break free
I am new to bein all by myself

I've got no plans ahead of me
I just want to use my time
It's got to be done for everyone
I think my freedom is a sign

I was runnin outta time
I thought I could never change
No

chorus
This is the only life I've got
I've got to use it for good
I was prepared for disaster
For things goin so much faster
It was for once understood

I look around and see the world
I can see the things I can do
I don't have to be anyone else
I can see all things new
oh

chorus
This is the only life I've got
I've got to use it for good
I was prepared for disaster
For things goin so much faster
It was for once understood

just felt like writing something so check this out

Not For Me

I know what you said today
You turned your back and walked away
You can take me down once again
But I just don't give a dam

You messed with my mind again
You speak your mind like you know it all
I don't want anything to do with you
I'm not standin anymore against the wall

Chorus
I wanted to spend everything with you
But you couldn't hold a candle to truth
You lied to me one too many times
So just get out I got nothin to lose
leave me alone if you wanna leave
Find somebody else to bring down again
You open your mouth but all I hear
Is it's all for you and not for me

I don't give a dam who you like or hate
You always believe I live on your words
There's more to me then love for you
It's all gone cause of what you do

You're a disgrace for your mistakes
You chose wrong and look what it's done
Your cries can't be heard outside
Tears will still be comin down at dawn

Chorus
I wanted to spend everything with you
But you couldn't hold a candle to truth
You lied to me one too many times
So just get out I got nothin to lose
leave me alone if you wanna leave
Find somebody else to bring down again
You open your mouth but all I hear
Is it's all for you and not for me

I still feel for you every single day
But you won't let me fell for you
Get outta my way so I can let go
What you're doin to me is nothin new

Chorus
I wanted to spend everything with you
But you couldn't hold a candle to truth
You lied to me one too many times
So just get out I got nothin to lose
leave me alone if you wanna leave
Find somebody else to bring down again
You open your mouth but all I hear
Is it's all for you and not for me

i know of someone who passed away recently and it inspired this song. this goes out to those who have lost someone close

This Heart A Mine

Now that you're gone
My heart cries for the time we spent
Here day after day
I'll always wonder where you went

I just can't find sleep
Nothing can get rid of the pain
Time is suppose to heal
But I can still see the rain

I want things to be the same
But it won't go back that way

Chorus
This heart a mine still goes on
This heart a mine still carries on
I've still got time to hold on to
But I still don't know what to do

In the night
My mind screams for you to return to me
Where have you gone
I still close my eyes what I can't see

Now I'll go on
With the memories I keep inside
Still keep you near
My heart just can't take another ride

I want things to be the same
But it won't go back that way

Chorus
This heart a mine still goes on
This heart a mine still carries on
I've still got time to hold on to
But I still don't know what to do

My heart needs more time
Time to accept this reality
Tears will come again
Cause I will cry for you and me

Chorus
This heart a mine still goes on
This heart a mine still carries on
I've still got time to hold on to
But I still don't know what to do

i felt this was a moving song so i decided to post it.

State Of Revolution

Dear shame I remember you well
You don't let me forget anything
So cold in the place you left me
Nowhere to go can't do a thing

Anger you were my best friend
You held me when I want to leave
You took me further then before
And closed my eyes to the scene

Chorus
The chains are broken and I'm free
No more cryin for destruction
The target is gone from my face
In my state of revolution
The people cried out for change
And I answered and saved them
So much for hope and change
In this state of revolution

Been runnin this for far too long
Control is what I always needed
Attention to the ones crying out
Safety is what I give instead

Some days you want to be invisible
So when you fail no one can see you
Isn't love suppose to win the day
What else is there that I can do
Slippin away into the darkness
But I'm not gonna run away

Chorus
The chains are broken and I'm free
No more cryin for destruction
The target is gone from my face
In my state of revolution
The people cried out for change
And I answered and saved them
So much for hope and change
In this state of revolution

The sun is coming up once again
The scars will heal someday soon
It's the time to see the dawn
After we could only see the moon

Chorus
The chains are broken and I'm free
No more cryin for destruction
The target is gone from my face
In my state of revolution
The people cried out for change
And I answered and saved them
So much for hope and change
In this state of revolution