Friday, 21 December 2012

A christmas song


A Christmas Goodbye

There were nights, when the snow came down
I could stare out the window and see
Tomorrow would be such a wonderful day
And the hope that will wake up with me

When I think of the year that's gone by
All the time we spent for one day of the year
Why can't it last on through the days
When the snow is gone and I can't find the cheer

Chorus
So this looks like a christmas goodbye
As there were no sounds from the town, tonight
When the new year comes and we will forget
And we'll say it once more, a christmas goodbye

Some of us think of the friends that we have
And the family that comes together this time
And that chair that's at the table each year
Empty from someone we lost over time

The joy that we bring, in the hardest of times
And the sounds of laughter filled the air
Some days are better, as the years go by
But that one time of year that makes us care

Chorus
So this looks like a christmas goodbye
As there were no sounds from the town, tonight
When the new year comes and we will forget
And we'll say it once more, a christmas goodbye

Wednesday, 19 December 2012

latest song


Keep It The Same

She was this girl I just met
She could run through thousand lines
I couldn't just use my old games
Cause none could work this time

She was not the one for me
But she's a friend, like nobody else
Maybe it's crazy to think about
But she'll be there like nobody else

So many times I just don't have a clue
And she'll always know just what to do

Chorus
I can't find a reason why anymore
It can't be more then it already is
And it's ok to keep things the same
Cause there's nothin quite like this

She's not like anybody I've ever known
Somethin in the way she smiles at me
It's not anything that I've ever seen
It caught me where I wanted to be

So she's still gonna be who she is
At the end of the day, she won't change
Something that I've never seen before
And somethin that I'll never see again

So many times I just don't have a clue
And she'll always know just what to do

Chorus
I can't find a reason why anymore
It can't be more then it already is
And it's ok to keep things the same
Cause there's nothin quite like this

Friday, 14 December 2012

for those who have lost there lives, needlessly


The Price They Paid

Life's too cruel, with decisions made
A thousand chances to say no, but he said yes
The road from so long ago, he's gone off
And the youngest went to an undying rest

It's one that no one can wake up from
They're gone over what can't be undone
There's no words to say the pain inside
And they'll never wake up to see the sun

Chorus
Everything I know, broken just like that
I don't know why this mistake was made
Tears were cried but it's just so hard
When you know about the price they paid

Chances are he didn't think about it
But when someone goes so wrong, what's wrong
We can live and let die but no reason why
If only we could take it away but they're gone

There's nothing that comes close to this
When one life goes, it's hard enough
But so many people, so many people
Will find the good life up above

Broken dreams, endless screams to fill the night
And never again will they be held so close

Chorus
Everything I know, broken just like that
I don't know why this mistake was made
Tears were cried but it's just so hard
When you know about the price they paid

Sunday, 9 December 2012

4am songs, for the win


Still In The Dark (With Me)

We, have lost the strength to fight
The will to carry on, this time
I've seen it before, again and again
And like before, it's taken a life

So why, why does this feelin take over
Why, does the will to fight go cold
When it's darker then ever before
It feels like age is making us old

There are some that are young at heart
And age doesn't hold them anymore

Chorus
And I'm standin up, for the first time
This feelin takes a hold on me
The darkness lifts, the lights come on
And I can finally take a look and see
That you were still in the dark, with me

It feels like everyday was in the rain
Cause it's lonely on the road to love
Some people hit a dead end, all the time
And some people think it's never enough

But you know there's still somethin there
Maybe it's just a dream, but it's there
And hope might be more then I could ask
But hope is all that we have to share

Sometimes getting down on ourselves
Doesn't change the way our lives have been

Chorus
And I'm standin up, for the first time
This feelin takes a hold on me
The darkness lifts, the lights come on
And I can finally take a look and see
That you were still in the dark, with me

Years run by, memories stay with us
The good times are gone, but they live on
There's still more to see, and more to do
One day it's here and the next it's gone

Chorus
And I'm standin up, for the first time
This feelin takes a hold on me
The darkness lifts, the lights come on
And I can finally take a look and see
That you were still in the dark, with me

Wednesday, 5 December 2012

i wrote a new song. have a look


My Own Hands

This story's been told a thousand times
About a love that started out right
But the little things in this world
Turned it to something that was so wrong

Words we should never have said
Came out like it was just another word
But they got in the way, we can't forget
You warned me, and I lost you to this world

Chorus
Now I can't believe that you're gone
I never thought the day would come to me
And I only thought of myself, all the time
My eyes were closed, I could not see
That my world was broken by my own hands

I let go of the love we had, in my pain
You weren't to blame, but I could not see
And now pride stops me from sayin I'm wrong
I'm afraid you'll find someone better then me

We should never have listened to what they say
Some don't like you and some don't like me
Jealousy ran through the friends we shared
And it just got the best of you and me

Chorus
Now I can't believe that you're gone
I never thought the day would come to me
And I only thought of myself, all the time
My eyes were closed, I could not see
That my world was broken by my own hands

I just want you back, I just can't let go
Maybe you can move on but I'm lost in the past
I wish you were here, I wish you were here
But these days, love just doesn't seem to last
What more can I do, what more can I say
We've broken apart, because of yesterdays

Chorus
Now I can't believe that you're gone
I never thought the day would come to me
And I only thought of myself, all the time
My eyes were closed, I could not see
That my world was broken by my own hands

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

new song...ummm...insert title here


Try To Smile

We've lost friends, along the way
We've made a few mistakes, these days
It's wishful thinkin, wantin to go back
Cause this is just the way it is

You fell off, the road you took
It started fine, but it went down fast
And now, maybe it's time to give up
But it happens, it might not last
But you know there's still a few left
Who will miss you when you're gone

Chorus
There's not many good things, these days
You can only see the dark, not the light
It's not the end of the world, anytime soon
Just remember you've got to try to smile

I know it's hard, when your friends are gone
But it's one man, it's one woman gone
You'll miss em now but there still around
Just take a look, they're not hard to find

Maybe it's wrong to find a new way
But just cause there gone, it's not the end
There's still so much to do with this
Don't give up over a few little things again
And you know you mean a lot to everyone
If you go away, we won't know what to do

Chorus
There's not many good things, these days
You can only see the dark, not the light
It's not the end of the world, anytime soon
Just remember you've got to try to smile

Well we all wish everything would be fine
But sometimes it just doesn't go our way
There's still time to have a little fun
There's no need to give up, anytime today

Chorus
There's not many good things, these days
You can only see the dark, not the light
It's not the end of the world, anytime soon
Just remember you've got to try to smile

Tuesday, 20 November 2012

the stuff i come up with at odd hours


Afraid To Fall In Love

There have been times for the better
But somethin seemed to pull it all apart
And you ask yourself what went wrong
But you can't find a reason in your heart

Your eyes were closed in the lonely night
Afraid to fall for the one who made it right
It's a broken love that you can't understand
And it's left these scars upon your hands

I know, it's a long road to the light
And it's easy to fall off the only way

Chorus
No one can find the one you use to love
Cause he's gone and you don't know why
Now you're afraid, afraid to fall in love
Cause you don't know if this will die

The voices that haunt you day and night
The sound that breaks apart your every move
Doubt inside that you try to hide in your eyes
Cause of the things you believe you'll lose

There's always gonna be somebody there for you
You can't see them, you might not know them
He might be the guy who wished he could hold you
She might be the one who looked at you again

Now I know it's not easy to let someone in
The walls we have to keep us, must come down

Chorus
No one can find the one you use to love
Cause he's gone and you don't know why
Now you're afraid, afraid to fall in love
Cause you don't know if this will die

No one can ever know that things will be alright
But if you don't try, you'll never find love
You've put your heart on the line, too many times
But this time, they could be the one you want

Chorus
No one can find the one you use to love
Cause he's gone and you don't know why
Now you're afraid, afraid to fall in love
Cause you don't know if this will die

Monday, 12 November 2012

sad song, still good i believe


Broken Rose

No one understands the pain inside
When in younger days light won't shine
It was a one way street day and night
And no one there to stop all the fights

I'm still tryin to shake the past
It's not really like what it used to be
It's a change that I'll never forget
Deep inside it stays forever with me

I held it so long, I tried to let go
But I don't believe that it's all gone

Chorus
How did we let this happen to start
How could no one stand by, heaven knows
It's been me by myself for oh so long
And I'm still living like a broken rose

I tried to move on, and it's still with me
I can't move so fast if I want to break through
I'm moving on to a better life with love
Cause all I have is what I've made new

And I find a new life, it's meant for me
But then somethin happens and it's shaken
Where did the love go, what am I gonna do
It never hurt so much, it's made me broken

I held it so long, I tried to let go
But I don't believe that it's all gone

Chorus
How did we let this happen to start
How could no one stand by, heaven knows
It's been me by myself for oh so long
And I'm still living like a broken rose

I held it so long, I tried to let go
But I don't believe that it's all gone

Chorus
How did we let this happen to start
How could no one stand by, heaven knows
It's been me by myself for oh so long
And I'm still living like a broken rose

Thursday, 8 November 2012

a sad song for sad times


No Goodbye

I was waiting for your call to come
But the phone never wrang even once
Still waited for the longest time
Waiting for you, didn't know you'd run

I turn out the lights and begin to cry
I thought you were everything for me
All the memories that we've shared
Were just the path to you breaking me

I lose no matter what I try to do
And you'll never know the reason why

Chorus
I pictured a house with you and me
But the dream has become a nightmare
One mistake and you don't see
And now you're gone with no goodbye

I'll hide my pain even under the sun
Yet deep down it hurts more then ever
I don't know what I'm suppose to do
I'm lost in these thoughts forever

I thought you would fight but you ran
I didn't know who I could hold on too
The look in your eyes says it all
I know where you'll go and what you'll do

I lose no matter what I try to do
And you'll never know the reason why

Chorus
I pictured a house with you and me
But the dream has become a nightmare
One mistake and you don't see
And now you're gone with no goodbye

I lose no matter what I try to do
And you'll never know the reason why

Chorus
I pictured a house with you and me
But the dream has become a nightmare
One mistake and you don't see
And now you're gone with no goodbye

Saturday, 3 November 2012

kind of a love song...kinda


Someone To Hold

Each night I think what could it be
When no one wants to spend it with me
Is it something that I tried to say
Is there's something wrong with me

I know you might not see the problem
When I don't get the time of day from you
I wish that I was better off without you
But we both know I can't live this lie

Chorus
There will be times when it don't get worse
And you've lost the will to fight anymore
You just want someone, someone to hold you
But If they walk out, they're aren't for you

This jealousy that's built up inside of me
What can I do when everyone's got your time
I'm stuck in the corner of this lonely room
While you don't know what it's feelin like

And when you're hurt you come runnin to me
And I care for you too much to ignore you
But I don't wanna be just like a friend
I've said it, I've got nothin left to lose

Chorus
There will be times when it don't get worse
And you've lost the will to fight anymore
You just want someone, someone to hold you
But If they walk out, they're aren't for you

You'll have to see me like I can see you
Cause unless you do, I can't try to smile
I hold on to the desperate chance for you
I'm still waiting after all these miles
That we've been through

Chorus
There will be times when it don't get worse
And you've lost the will to fight anymore
You just want someone, someone to hold you
But If they walk out, they're aren't for you

Sunday, 14 October 2012

gonna need acoustic for this


I'm Guilty

There so many things in this world
And none of them come close to you
Madness is taken over my soul
Cause the time spent away from you

Before I break down and cry again
You're on my mind forever again
I can see you, I can see your eyes
But I can't give you a reason why

Chorus
You've been mistreated, and I'm guilty
This blood on my hands, brings the rain
I don't deserve your love, or much at all
What I have for you, is all that remains
And you could see another man someday
Maybe one who doesn't do you wrong
But I'm not gonna run, I'll never run
I'm guilty, of fallin in love with you

The madness is creepin in this time
Cause I walk alone where you can't go
This heartache is tearin me apart
But what can I do but walk alone

Lord knows I try again and again
To win your heart, not anyone else
Cause you know, cause you know
I couldn't go on with anyone else

It's easy to do, so I've been told
To lose the one you love, in the cold

Chorus
You've been mistreated, and I'm guilty
This blood on my hands, brings the rain
I don't deserve your love, or much at all
What I have for you, is all that remains
And you could see another man someday
Maybe one who doesn't do you wrong
But I'm not gonna run, I'll never run
I'm guilty, of fallin in love with you

Monday, 8 October 2012

my newest song, yeah i use that title a lot


My Love Never Dies

There's a heartbreakin memory, inside of me
It's in my past but I just can't go on
Yesterdays that were brighter then today
Yet one that just changed everything

All of my dreams for the future
Didn't know when I'd find love in my life
Still thought about what I wanted
But I never knew when you'd be in my life

Deep in my darkness, deep down inside
You're the light that shines on through

Chorus
I've got my own light, that's so bright
No one can take it away, no can let me down
You're still my reason to keep on tryin
You're my reason that stand my ground
When you're gone from me, and I start to cry
I still think of you, cause my love never dies

I was a different man, down the road
I thought all about me, and no one else
And I made my mistakes, stood face to face
With the man that I don't want to be

Though I've done the best that I can
I still find a way to make it so wrong
I'm not an easy man, I'm not a simple man
I'm the only man who can sing you this song

Deep in my darkness, deep down inside
You're the light that shines on through

Chorus
I've got my own light, that's so bright
No one can take it away, no can let me down
You're still my reason to keep on tryin
You're my reason that stand my ground
When you're gone from me, and I start to cry
I still think of you, cause my love never dies

I didn't know what I had til it was gone
I'd give anything to see your face again

Deep in my darkness, deep down inside
You're the light that shines on through

Chorus
I've got my own light, that's so bright
No one can take it away, no can let me down
You're still my reason to keep on tryin
You're my reason that stand my ground
When you're gone from me, and I start to cry
I still think of you, cause my love never dies

Thursday, 4 October 2012

new song, enjoy


As Far As We Know

One man laughs cause he thinks he's right
But he doesn't really know what's right
How can he say all the things he does
When he's no better then what he says

Where do we go when all he does is lie
How can we think better of ourselves
So maybe he thinks he has us figured out
He just wants to look big for his friends

What right does he have to say these things
What end could ever make these things okay

Chorus
We don't have to take what they say to heart
We're stronger then they're ever gonna know
The strangest things make the worst of us
But we're still people as far as we know

She's got a hold of us, with what she says
There's no winning in this game she plays
We've told her a thousand times before
She's got to go but we can't get the door

What kind of things could she have on us
We can tell her that we love her like we do
Maybe some can't handle the strongest words
But we can't help the things that we do

If she's not ready, that's all there is
But sometimes we want somethin more

Chorus
We don't have to take what they say to heart
We're stronger then they're ever gonna know
The strangest things make the worst of us
But we're still people as far as we know

I know we're just trying to survive
And sometimes we need someone by our side
We can't change ourselves for anyone else
We all need one to love us for who we are

Chorus
We don't have to take what they say to heart
We're stronger then they're ever gonna know
The strangest things make the worst of us
But we're still people as far as we know

Saturday, 29 September 2012

latest song. really like the title


Honestly

There come the days when you cry
When someone can't treat you right
I can't tell you why it's so hard
Some people don't know a thing

Is treating a lady well, too much
Honestly, why can't it be right
I'm tellin you to leave her be
She's the best thing you'll ever see

Chorus
I'm tired, of seein what you do
Just leave if you're actin this way
I can't be the one for her, not now
But I'm still better then him today

I may not be mr. perfect everyday
But I try and I try to stay alright
Cause I got to be more then him
So you still have a man here tonight

All I got is questions without answers
Cause I can't see why he'd do what he does
A lovely girl stuck with some man
Who don't know how to show her love

Chorus
I'm tired, of seein what you do
Just leave if you're actin this way
I can't be the one for her, not now
But I'm still better then him today

Won't someone please, send him away
He's got no good to give back, anymore
Don't think that I'm just bein mean
At least let me show him the door

Chorus
I'm tired, of seein what you do
Just leave if you're actin this way
I can't be the one for her, not now
But I'm still better then him today

Monday, 10 September 2012

finally wrote a new one


See Me

Somedays I don't know what to do
I wish someone could only see
I can tell the world how to love
But there's no one here for me

I can hide the way I feel inside
But I wish someone would care
Where's the ones here for me
Am I all alone with no one there

You come to me and I smile again
But deep down I wish you were for me

Chorus
Why do you always look for me
But when I need you, I can't find you
I listen to whatever you wanna say
But you don't care about what I do
I break my life for you to see me
Hoping for a day when you will see me
You're the one who matters so I smile
So please ask me and listen for awhile

All I've got is this wall and me
I can look forever and it never falls
Something says it stands here all alone
But where is my rock, where is my wall

But when I thought that all was lost
I crashed and burned when I didn't know
I lost myself in the lies I was told
And I couldn't see what everyone knows

So you come to me and I smile again
But this time it will be for real

Chorus
Why do you always look for me
But when I need you, I can't find you
I listen to whatever you wanna say
But you don't care about what I do
I break my life for you to see me
Hoping for a day when you will see me
You're the one who matters so I smile
So please ask me and listen for awhile

Monday, 3 September 2012

took awhile but here's a new song


Sometimes You're Fallen

A lady put her heart and soul on the line
She's a beautiful girl but she got hurt
I want to tell her how she's changed me
But she doesn't think she's got any worth

She's an angel torn apart by somebody else
Maybe I'm just a fool who believes in her
I hope she can see the girl that I see
Call me crazy but I will believe in her

Memories are gonna make us who we are
Don't forget the person that you are

Chorus
Sometimes you're fallen down and down
You hope for a yes but you get a no
Let me give you a hand and pick you up
I won't let you fall where I can't go
It's ok to get hurt, cry if you must
No matter what you think we still care
I'm not gonna watch you be all alone
I just won't let you start an despair

She's out where I just can't reach her
But she's gotta know she's not alone
Sometimes you'll feel down an out
But don't let go of what you know

Yesterday changed everything for you
But tomorrow doesn't have to be the same
Don't say goodnight til you know for sure
That you'll come back in from the rain

Memories are gonna make us who we are
Don't forget the person that you are

Chorus
Sometimes you're fallen down and down
You hope for a yes but you get a no
Let me give you a hand and pick you up
I won't let you fall where I can't go
It's ok to get hurt, cry if you must
No matter what you think we still care
I'm not gonna watch you be all alone
I just won't let you start an despair

Tuesday, 21 August 2012

never give up. take a look


All That Matters

Somedays it seems there's a mountain
It's lookin like the wall of our lives
Dunno how we're gonna climb it today
It's not goin but we're still alive

Just cause it's lookin down for you
Doesn't mean you have to walk alone
You'll find yourself standin up
Cause I know that you've had enough

Dunno what you're thinkin,
But the sun still shines
Wait for tomorrow,
You don't know what you'll find

Chorus
There's nothin wrong with who you are
Sometimes it might feel like there is
But you've got to know to never give in
Cause you're worth more then you know
Never give up what you have inside
You can't change for anyone else
There's no reason to do this now
Cause who you are is all that matters

There will be times when no one knows
They can't understand what you go through
But you've got to know you're not alone
There's so many out there just like you

So today don't give in to anyone else
Cause you know you're who you should be
Doesn't matter what anyone thinks
You know it don't matter what they see

Chorus
There's nothin wrong with who you are
Sometimes it might feel like there is
But you've got to know to never give in
Cause you're worth more then you know
Never give up what you have inside
You can't change for anyone else
There's no reason to do this now
Cause who you are is all that matters

Monday, 20 August 2012

wrote a new one. have a look


I'm Alright With You

Another night tried to move on
But there's no forgetting anything
Is there something I can do
It hurts to watch from so far away

I wish you would turn to me
Seems like I'm not the only one here
I'm standin here on the edge
I live by your word with no more fears

Well I can't pretend it's perfect
But you know I'll stand by your side

Chorus
This life isn't the best it can be
But it goes on cause of you and me
Break down all the things we can do
And you'll see I'm alright with you

Some people say I was crazy for this
But I'd be crazy to not fall for you
Still they say you're not the best
Well I won't watch what they'll do

Sometimes it's gonna feel bad
But you know you've still got me
I've been told this is so wrong
But it feels so right for you and me

Well I can't pretend it's perfect
But you know I'll stand by your side

Chorus
This life isn't the best it can be
But it goes on cause of you and me
Break down all the things we can do
And you'll see I'm alright with you

Now I know there's people out there
They just can't see what I see
But you're better then they are
Cause you're still beautiful to me

Chorus
This life isn't the best it can be
But it goes on cause of you and me
Break down all the things we can do
And you'll see I'm alright with you

Monday, 13 August 2012

best ballad i've ever written



When I Look At You

So I thought I was lost in this world
Didn't know where to turn, where to go
Sometimes I wanna crawl into darkness
And let everyone do what they want to do

I can't fight back cause they were right
I figured I deserved what they said
Didn't think there was anyone for me
I thought there was nothing left ahead

But then I saw you from so far away
That look in your eyes made me stand
That's all it took to get me goin
You're the only one who understands

Chorus
When I look at you each and everyday
I feel like I can do anything at all
I don't need someone to like what I do
As long as I can live this life with you
Didn't take long for you to make it new
So long to just taking things they do
Never gonne give up, never gonna let go
That's how I feel when I look at you

Sometimes it felt like I was alone
Lost in this world without you
But then you shined light on my life
I know I'd be so lost without you

I wanna reach out and hold your hand
Cause I know one touch would save me
No more givin up, no more lettin go
With you there's nothin else I need

Chorus
When I look at you each and everyday
I feel like I can do anything at all
I don't need someone to like what I do
As long as I can live this life with you

And when the rain is fallin all around
I still know the sun will come back
When I look at you I see everything
I can see everything I ever wanted
In your eyes, In your eyes

Chorus
When I look at you each and everyday
I feel like I can do anything at all
I don't need someone to like what I do
As long as I can live this life with you
Didn't take long for you to make it new
So long to just taking things they do
Never gonne give up, never gonna let go
That's how I feel when I look at you

Saturday, 11 August 2012

new post. enjoy

Lost It All

Some might say I've made mistakes
And I wish I could disagree
I hurt the one I loved most
And I'd lost what I couldn't see

Thought I knew what was right
But I found I was oh so wrong
Just because It's in front of me
Doesn't mean I'll being to see

I may have thought I loved before
But it never felt quite like this

Chorus
I made the wrong moves to start
I can't find the words to save me
If I have to break down and cry
So I can see the things you see
And bring your love back to me

Begging you doesn't seem to work
I can't even think straight with you
I think I've got everything right
But then I'll never know what you do

I wish I could go back to the past
To change the thing I've become
But there's nothing that I can do
I just have to show you what I can be

I don't know if I can change your mind
But I know I can be the man I use to be

Chorus
I made the wrong moves to start
I can't find the words to save me
If I have to break down and cry
So I can see the things you see
And bring your love back to me

Thursday, 2 August 2012

latest song. check it out

Gone To Heaven

I believe, you'll find me if I'm lost
I know, you'll catch me when I fall
I can't promise everything will be good
But I can promise all the love I've got

It's so cruel how this life can be
Keepin who I love in another place
It's no surprise it's gone this way
But you always make my heart race

Chorus
When I met you I thought I'd gone to heaven
I was alone until I saw you from afar
No one could ever be as wonderful as you
I know you're the dream inside my heart

If there's one thing in this world
That I want to have by my side
It will forever be you standin here
Cause you bring me back too the light

Someone made these rules in life
And I don't know how to get by
Cause when you're not here with me
I just wanna sit here and cry

I beg for this life to give me a chance
So I can leave this place to be with you

Chorus
When I met you I thought I'd gone to heaven
I was alone until I saw you from afar
No one could ever be as wonderful as you
I know you're the dream inside my heart

Tuesday, 31 July 2012

good song. check it out

She's The One

Met her through a friend a mine
Didn't know what I had found
She turned me on to new things
And she turned my life around

Saw her face and knew it then
She was an angel in my eyes
I'm goin crazy waitin around
I can't wait to look in her eyes

Chorus
I knew it from that look she has
She is the one I want in my life
So I've gotta wait for awhile
I know she'll wait under the lights

Some people try to get her down
But I think she's stronger now
Some people say the worst things
But I know they don't know a thing

I promised myself I could wait
And she makes it easy for me
When she loves me back I know
She's all I ever wanna see

Chorus
I knew it from that look she has
She is the one I want in my life
So I've gotta wait for awhile
I know she'll wait under the lights

Sunday, 29 July 2012

new song

The Light In My Life

Lookin back isn't easy for me
But everything's got me here
Maybe it's meant to be this way
There's no place I'd rather be

I took my chances like before
But this time feels like I won
I know I might still get hurt
But right now, the pain is gone

Wakin up feelin all things new
I don't want this feelin to go
It was a cold cold world here
But I can't hold back anymore

Chorus
She changed everything about me
Cause she's the light in my life
I can feel things I never knew
Cause she's the light in my life
I just wanna tell, wanna show her
That she's the light in my life

I don't know what do when she's here
I thought I knew it all but I don't
Now I can't think things through
Cause now I don't feel all alone

When she's gone I'm lost for words
I don't wanna say a thing to anyone
But when she's back I know what to do
She makes me feel like I've won

Wakin up feelin all things new
I don't want this feelin to go
It was a cold cold world here
But I can't hold back anymore

Chorus
She changed everything about me
Cause she's the light in my life
I can feel things I never knew
Cause she's the light in my life
I just wanna tell, wanna show her
That she's the light in my life

And now I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say for her
She makes me try harder then before
And I don't wanna go on without her

Chorus
She changed everything about me
Cause she's the light in my life
I can feel things I never knew
Cause she's the light in my life
I just wanna tell, wanna show her
That she's the light in my life

Thursday, 26 July 2012

if you have a problem with someone, just say something. don't hide it

It's Not Your Day

I know that you don't care for her
You seem to think you can run her over
Well let me tell ya, let me tell ya
You've got to know, this won't go over

I've already wasted a lifetime on you
You think I'll give you the time a day
You need to learn this lesson now
Take your problems with her and go away

I won't back down with how you talk
Turn it off or I'll show you how it's done

Chorus
I'll talk til I don't know the words
You won't listen to a thing I say
All you see is red in front of you
Well you got to know, it's not your day

All you've got by your side is empty words
You don't know a thing, you don't her
I can't pretend I'm innocent in this
But I know that I'm still better then you

I could slow myself down so you can keep up
Maybe I should try to listen to you
Well you come talk to me when you learn
Just cause you say it doesn't make it true

I know you seem to think I give a dam
But learn to think before to say a thing

Chorus
I'll talk til I don't know the words
You won't listen to a thing I say
All you see is red in front of you
Well you got to know, it's not your day

stand up for yourself. check this out

Yesterdays

When you feel you're down and out
And nobody looks like they care
Sometimes all you need is a friend
And I know sometimes that's rare

Everytime you feel you've lost
There's somebody waiting for you
Don't think you've lost the game
You've got a life you can use

Don't wanna see you cry again
Things will get better someday
Yes I know it won't look like it
But you don't always have to stay

Chorus
I know all the yesterdays of pain
Those tears we all keep up inside
But you've still got one more thing
The dream that you've had inside

Sometimes a smile goes a long way
Keep you up when you can't go on
Nobody understands what it's like
But tomorrow I won't be gone

I don't know the rights words
How do I tell you it'll be alright
You need to hear the right thing
But I don't wanna say the wrong thing

Chorus
I know all the yesterdays of pain
Those tears we all keep up inside
But you've still got one more thing
The dream that you've had inside

All of those yesterdays kept inside
And remind you of what went wrong
Listen too me just this one time
It won't keep goin on for too long

Chorus
I know all the yesterdays of pain
Those tears we all keep up inside
But you've still got one more thing
The dream that you've had inside

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

and another new song. check it out

I Can't Start Again

I know it's a dream I'm chasin
But I don't want this dream to end
In the end it's too good to be true
I can't help hopin for another end

I've answered everytime you've called
But I don't understand why you leave
You've taken the life right outta me
And with you I just don't wanna see

Somehow I hold out for another chance
I don't know if it will ever come to me
This dream of mine will never die
Cause someday I hope you'll be with me

Chorus
Someday we'll put out the fire
But until that day, you'll own my heart
Living in this life without you
I want to move on but I just can't start
Again

I'm goin outta my mind when you're gone
All my friends said stay away but I can't
I know that it's the right thing to do
But I'm outta my mind they won't understand

What do you do When you lose everything
Cause it's all gone it's never enough
Tell me where do I begin to start again
Tell me how do I leave the one I love

Chorus
Someday we'll put out the fire
But until that day, you'll own my heart
Living in this life without you
I want to move on but I just can't start
Again

I'm holdin out to be in your heart
I can't go on when you're not with me

Chorus
Someday we'll put out the fire
But until that day, you'll own my heart
Living in this life without you
I want to move on but I just can't start
Again

Monday, 23 July 2012

another new song. take a look

Without You

All the things we had together
Taken apart by one lonely man
So I don't give a dam what he says
Cause sometimes I still understand

I know why you said goodbye
But I'm still waiting on the edge
There's no comin back home for me
That's a place I just don't wanna go
Without you

There's a time and a place for everything
And I still hold out for a better day
I know you might not think much of me
But I think the world of you woah

Chorus
I was lonely before you, I'm lonely without you
I can't go on livin this way without you
I don't wanna know where this road ends
Cause if you're not there, then I don't care
Cause without you, there's no reason to try

In the middle of the night when I cry for you
There's a calling deep down in my heart
Turn around, slow down, I know you're there
I can't run away, I don't know where to start

Everytime that I still talk to you
I find myself in a place I don't wanna be
You'll see I still love you like before
But what am I suppose to do with what I see

There's a time and a place for everything
And I still hold out for a better day
I know you might not think much of me
But I think the world of you woah

Chorus
I was lonely before you, I'm lonely without you
I can't go on livin this way without you
I don't wanna know where this road ends
Cause if you're not there, then I don't care
Cause without you, there's no reason to try

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

sad song

You Had Me

Why does it have to be this way
Is it suppose to hurt this way
When you're torn apart inside
And all you want to do is cry

Be the better player in this game
But I just wanna cheat sometimes
I'm tired of losin out everytime
But it won't work for me this time

Chorus
You held me, you kept me inside
But you threw me out like nothin
How high must I go for you to see
How low must I go for to be with me

So I heard there was another
You thought they were better then me
Let me tell you somethin now
I'll still rise above what you see

Cause I'm still number one inside
I don't whine for no reason at all
I'm stronger then you think I am
I can shine cause I'll never fall

Chorus
You held me, you kept me inside
But you threw me out like nothin
How high must I go for you to see
How low must I go for to be with me

So you stole my heart again
I didn't want you too keep it
Why can't things just be easy
Why can't I just let go of this

Chorus
You held me, you kept me inside
But you threw me out like nothin
How high must I go for you to see
How low must I go for to be with me

new song, check it out

Hold On To Me

Close the doors to my heart
Still so cold from yesterdays
Yet I see that tomorrow's here
But I don't know what to say

Build my walls to keep me in
Cause I don't want to fall
There's no windows inside
So no one can hear my call

Chorus
A long time ago I sang for you
But you broke the heart in me
I called you back, and you came
I won't give up, hold on to me

I don't know how tomorrow will go
Will I cry, or will I smile
Will I laugh at things I see
Or will I run from your smile

I let the pain out from inside
Cause I knew you would keep me
But this time my heart is cold
You took me from what I can see

Chorus
A long time ago I sang for you
But you broke the heart in me
I called you back, and you came
I won't give up, hold on to me

But then you showed me who you are
And I changed for the better inside
I'm on my knees, I know what you did
And I still love you on the inside

Chorus
A long time ago I sang for you
But you broke the heart in me
I called you back, and you came
I won't give up, hold on to me

Sunday, 15 July 2012

i have finally done a ballad. and i think it's one of my best. check it out

The Thought Of Bein Apart

All this time I thought I had it all
But then I realized there's no love
Still I searched for the one for me
And the answer was so far gone

Still they say there's somebody out there
But I wondered if that was really true
All thinkin has made me forget about
All the things that I've needed to do

Then a voice cried out to me inside
I didn't know where it came from
It was a dream but I turned around
And I saw you standin under the sun

Chorus
I've made up too many reasons to cry
I told myself it was ok when it's not
All this time I kept thinkin of you
I knew that I was found from the lost
So listen to me when I look in your eyes
And I tell you that I loved you forever
I wasn't sure if you felt the same way
but you said yes and I can live on forever

There will be songs that can lift me up
But they don't do what you do for me
My heart sings when I'm thinkin of you
I don't need answer for the things I see

I thought no one would listen to me
So I fell inside and never got up again
And you came and picked me up inside
And I could see you were more then a friend

Some times I may make things worse for us
I know I'm not perfect like I think you are
I know I can make you feel so much better
And I need you to be forever inside my heart

Chorus
I've made up too many reasons to cry
I told myself it was ok when it's not
All this time I kept thinkin of you
I knew that I was found from the lost
So listen to me when I look in your eyes
And I tell you that I loved you forever
I wasn't sure if you felt the same way
but you said yes and I can live on forever

Sunday, 1 July 2012

there's a not so subtle message in this one. check it out

A World Without Miracles

So you think you know better
That the world is better of this way
Hope doesn't mean a thing for us
We should just live life each day

So the world falls around us
But oh well you say it happens
What's wrong with believe in more
What's wrong with lookin for more

I should've known not to try again
But I need you to give it a rest

Chorus
What's a world without miracles
Does faith for somethin more bother you
Why can't you let it go for once
What's the worst that it could do

So you have a thing against faith
Does somethin more make you angry
Don't bring it down on someone else
And run oh so far away

Another page you say follows you
Another word that says you're right
But why can't you just be wrong
Why can't you let others see the light

I should've known not to try again
But I need you to give it a rest

Chorus
What's a world without miracles
Does faith for somethin more bother you
Why can't you let it go for once
What's the worst that it could do

I tried to give you a chance again
But you never knew when to give up
Sometimes we just don't care about it
But you don't when enough is enough

Chorus
What's a world without miracles
Does faith for somethin more bother you
Why can't you let it go for once
What's the worst that it could do

Tuesday, 12 June 2012

there's a little theme to this one. check it out

On This Night

On this night she cries in her heart
On this night he begs in the streets
Each showing inside there own despairs
Each one looks and see no one cares

Still trying to help themselves
They both just want the pain to go away
But no on seems to notice them
No on in this world seems to care

Well it's not like we can't save them
We just don't really think about them

Chorus
Well that's no reasons to say no
That's no reason to see no one's there
So when we have chance to save a life
We can't think somebody will save them
On this night

On this night she still waits for love
On this night he still waits for his meal
Why should we see them any differently
We're not the only ones who feel it's real

We've got our hands in our pockets
The poor do more for this world then anyone
I can see it in there eyes again
We can't just think that it's all done

We still have the chance to understand
And we can show them they're not alone

Chorus
Well that's no reasons to say no
That's no reason to see no one's there
So when we have chance to save a life
We can't think somebody will save them
On this night

On this night we saved a single life
On this night we fed a dying man
On this night we made a change
On this night we could understand
On this night

Chorus
Well that's no reasons to say no
That's no reason to see no one's there
So when we have chance to save a life
We can't think somebody will save them
On this night

Chorus
Well that's no reasons to say no
That's no reason to see no one's there
So when we have chance to save a life
We can't think somebody will save them
On this night

On this night

Monday, 4 June 2012

this is definitely 1 of my favorites. check it out

I Never Wanna See You Cry

So many times you've cried all alone
And everyone wouldn't do a thing
Time was lost cause of all the pain
But you can still stand up and sing

Now that I know you as well as I do
I can read your mind and see it all
And it makes me wish that I was there
So I could catch you when you fall

Chorus
What if I cried everytime you cried
What if it hurts to see in tears
I can't help but think how it could go
I could be there to stop your fears
When your heart says you can't go on
And you just wanna give up on life
I can be the one to change your mind
Cause I never wanna see you cry

Every night I try to sleep but I can't
I know she's out there and she's alone
I wanna do my best to make her smile
But there's not much can do all alone

Every time I have to watch you cry
A part of me slips away and dies
What can I do to put an end to this
Where must I go to save you from this

Now whatever it takes to save you
No matter what it is I'll still try

Chorus
What if I cried everytime you cried
What if it hurts to see in tears
I can't help but think how it could go
I could be there to stop your fears
When your heart says you can't go on
And you just wanna give up on life
I can be the one to change your mind
Cause I never wanna see you cry

Now whatever it takes to save you
No matter what it is I'll still try

Chorus
What if I cried everytime you cried
What if it hurts to see in tears
I can't help but think how it could go
I could be there to stop your fears
When your heart says you can't go on
And you just wanna give up on life
I can be the one to change your mind
Cause I never wanna see you cry

Saturday, 2 June 2012

new ballad. take a look

Sing You To Sleep

I close my eyes to the memories
The ones I hold close inside
The storm was always comin soon
But you were always by my side

The sky's were grey yesterday
But you came in and gave me life
Tell me where and when right now
I need to know where I can find
My reason to go on once again

Chorus
And I know it won't always be right
And sometimes I don't know how to feel
But at the end of the day
I'll still sing you to sleep
All I need is this love to go on
No matter where you've gone to be
I'll stand by your side once again
And I'll sing you to sleep

It felt like no one believed in me
But you walked in and game me life
There's nothing in this world for me
Cause all I need is you in my life

And I see you standing all by yourself
But it doesn't have to be this way
I can walk for you, I can live for you
And stay with you til the end of my days

No matter how far this life takes us
I'll still be standing right beside you

Chorus
And I know it won't always be right
And sometimes I don't know how to feel
But at the end of the day
I'll still sing you to sleep
All I need is this love to go on
No matter where you've gone to be
I'll stand by your side once again
And I'll sing you to sleep

No matter how far this life takes us
I'll still be standing right beside you

Chorus
And I know it won't always be right
And sometimes I don't know how to feel
But at the end of the day
I'll still sing you to sleep
All I need is this love to go on
No matter where you've gone to be
I'll stand by your side once again
And I'll sing you to sleep

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

newest song. check it out

Save The Real Thing

I heard your runnin from everything
Save excuses for someone who cares
I can hear you callin from a mile away
But I won't answer you, I won't dare

Anything you have to say to me
Just reminds me of the lies of yesterday
So much for love comin back from you
You're runnin outta time for today

Hold on, slow down from what you want
Anything at all can wait another day

Chorus
I'm givin you a chance to come clean
But you know you'll only run away
I'm not askin for everything from you
So come on save the real thing
I can only give you so much right now
Cause I don't think you stay with me
You've gotta want a chance in this life
So come on an save the real thing

Everything's crashin around you now
And I don't give a dam when you fall apart
You had the chance to live it right
But you've been burnin out from the start

You think you've gotta lie for yourself
You've gotta share it with someone who cares
Put your name down for lyin across the room
Cause you know your time is runnin away

I have told you a thousand times
Your lies will catch up to you some day

Chorus
I'm givin you a chance to come clean
But you know you'll only run away
I'm not askin for everything from you
So come on save the real thing
I can only give you so much right now
Cause I don't think you stay with me
You've gotta want a chance in this life
So come on an save the real thing

So come on, come on an save the real thing
So come on, come on an save the real thing
So come on, come on an save the real thing
So come on, come on an save the real thing

Chorus
I'm givin you a chance to come clean
But you know you'll only run away
I'm not askin for everything from you
So come on save the real thing
I can only give you so much right now
Cause I don't think you stay with me
You've gotta want a chance in this life
So come on an save the real thing

Monday, 14 May 2012

new song. a bit of a love song but it's a good one

She's All I Have

Paint a picture of what life use to be
The memories closest inside my heart
I've met old friends through this time
And yet I still find I'm in the dark

All the moments I missed with you
All the times you were gone and I cried
There's never time to get it back
Without your love, I just might die

I've seen your eyes a thousand times
And I want to see them a thousand more

Chorus
The things in my heart tell me to try
Cause I just can't give up on you
Like the night we first met
I can still say, I still love you
I want this to go on forever
Why can't our love just be free
Cause when you're all that I have
You're the only thing that I need

I heard that you'd gone away from me
After I read your letter I wanted to cry
Tell me how I could've been so blind
Give me a chance to ask you why

I will fight for you til the very end
I can't wait for the healing to come
I can't waste anymore time I have
No more taking life and going on the run

I've seen your eyes a thousand times
And I want to see them a thousand more

Chorus
The things in my heart tell me to try
Cause I just can't give up on you
Like the night we first met
I can still say, I still love you
I want this to go on forever
Why can't our love just be free
Cause when you're all that I have
You're the only thing that I need

I've seen your eyes a thousand times
And I want to see them a thousand more

Chorus
The things in my heart tell me to try
Cause I just can't give up on you
Like the night we first met
I can still say, I still love you
I want this to go on forever
Why can't our love just be free
Cause when you're all that I have
You're the only thing that I need

Friday, 11 May 2012

just wrote this today

With Me

I wish that she was here with me
The distance is too much for me
It make me cry myself to sleep
But I have to hide what they see

So much more then romance now
She's all I got when the sun goes down
More times then I ever thought
So much more then romance now

I don't wanna see you go anymore
No I just can't lose you again

Chorus
So what do I do to see her again
What will it take to cross the line
I never see it comin til it's too late
What more can I give up for her time
It's taken away a part of me
I wish I could say I'm all I can be
But I'm not when she's not here
With me

When she's here everything's alright
When she's gone I don't care anymore
It's like losin the light inside
When she gets up and walks out door

When you love someone and lose them
It's like all the lights go out
But when they're here with you
They make you live life out loud

I don't wanna see you go anymore
No I just can't lose you again

Chorus
So what do I do to see her again
What will it take to cross the line
I never see it comin til it's too late
What more can I give up for her time
It's taken away a part of me
I wish I could say I'm all I can be
But I'm not when she's not here
With me

I don't wanna see you go anymore
No I just can't lose you again

Chorus
So what do I do to see her again
What will it take to cross the line
I never see it comin til it's too late
What more can I give up for her time
It's taken away a part of me
I wish I could say I'm all I can be
But I'm not when she's not here
With me


Chorus
So what do I do to see her again
What will it take to cross the line
I never see it comin til it's too late
What more can I give up for her time
It's taken away a part of me
I wish I could say I'm all I can be
But I'm not when she's not here
With me

Sunday, 6 May 2012

new upbeat song. just havin a little fun

Time To Stand

They told me I don't matter
They said I can't sing my song
Sometimes I thought they were right
But a voice told me they were wrong

I'm not about to tell them
They've got me down in the shame
Cause they think it's wrong to be me
I say no more to all there games

I can't stand to be this way
It's time for me to stand and say

Chorus
Stop slowin me down in the game
I'm just as good as everybody here
So do something good for me
Stand up you got nothin left to fear
Someone thinks they can bring you down
Well let them talk til they can't
Stand up for yourself, take a stand
We're gonna make them understand

I'm not about to say they win today
The days not done it's just begun
Who cares what they think of you
There's nothin they can really do

No matter what you'll always win
They lost cause they tried to hurt you
They're not better then anybody else
You're gonna win and make things new

I can't stand to be this way
It's time for me to stand and say

Chorus
Stop slowin me down in the game
I'm just as good as everybody here
So do something good for me
Stand up you got nothin left to fear
Someone thinks they can bring you down
Well let them talk til they can't
Stand up for yourself, take a stand
We're gonna make them understand

I can't stand to be this way
It's time for me to stand and say

Chorus
Stop slowin me down in the game
I'm just as good as everybody here
So do something good for me
Stand up you got nothin left to fear
Someone thinks they can bring you down
Well let them talk til they can't
Stand up for yourself, take a stand
We're gonna make them understand

Monday, 30 April 2012

newest song. very inspiring i would say


Wait Out The Rain

When everyday feels like a trial
And the world seems like it's down
No distractions that you can enjoy
And the hunger just won't turn around

Faith doesn't want to let you go
It keeps you going on like before
When the doors keep closing in
Give it a chance and try another door

Chorus
Feel the fire return oh so bright
Let life come back to you once again
Don't get down cause no one believes
Sometimes you have to wait out the rain
When your heart beats faster then before
And the smoke is clears away again
Today is your day to win for once
So don't give in, just wait out the rain

So many words run through your mind
And you don't know who speaks the truth
Will you break down under everything
Or will you get up and change the rules

So you think what you want can't be had
Well don't let this world stop you here
Sometimes you just wanna cry those tears
But it takes everything to beat your fears

Everyone who said you'd never be anything
Well guess who got the last laugh now
Your hunger has returned to you
And losing out is no longer allowed
No

Chorus
Feel the fire return oh so bright
Let life come back to you once again
Don't get down cause no one believes
Sometimes you have to wait out the rain
When your heart beats faster then before
And the smoke is clears away again
Today is your day to win for once
So don't give in, just wait out the rain

When everyday feels like a trial
And the world seems like it's down
No distractions that you can enjoy
And the hunger just won't turn around

Chorus
Feel the fire return oh so bright
Let life come back to you once again
Don't get down cause no one believes
Sometimes you have to wait out the rain
When your heart beats faster then before
And the smoke is clears away again
Today is your day to win for once
So don't give in, just wait out the rain

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

bam new song


Keep it Together

The failure was burnin me inside
And my memories won't let me forget
Still the darkness fills me up
And it just won't let me forget
No

I wanted to escape into the night
But the life I have keeps me here
So much for winnin this time around
All because of my own fears
No

So I thought I could get past it all
But it's so cold in the lonely world

Chorus
The fire is burnin deep down inside
All the time I could let it all go out
But a stranger made me keep it together
She kept me goin through all the doubt
Oh

She was keepin me goin through it all
And I wanted to spend my life with her
But this world has a strange way of life
And it never wants to make it easy
No

So I turned away from my fears
I let all of the hate leave me alone
It no longer has its hold on me
And I can find my way back home
Oh

So much for losin everything
I can find a new way in this life
Yeah

Chorus
The fire is burnin deep down inside
All the time I could let it all go out
But a stranger made me keep it together
She kept me goin through all the doubt
Oh

Chorus
The fire is burnin deep down inside
All the time I could let it all go out
But a stranger made me keep it together
She kept me goin through all the doubt
Oh

Chorus
The fire is burnin deep down inside
All the time I could let it all go out
But a stranger made me keep it together
She kept me goin through all the doubt
Oh

Saturday, 21 April 2012

newest song and a ballad too


Never Hear Me Callin

I know sometimes your lonely
And I just can't go to you
Sometimes you're too far away
And there's too much to do

I can't make up these excuses
They don't mean thing to me
I always want to be beside you
But you're too far from me

Chorus
I could sing your name a thousand times
But you'd still never hear me callin
If I can't be standin there with you
Then I guess I should start walkin
The love of my life is away from me
She's everything that I could ask for
But the world is cruel to keep her
All I want to do is stand at her door

Some people might say I cry too much
But when I'm here with you
It's all that I can do

All this time alone is tearin me apart
But there's no way to reach you
And it could be the end of me

Chorus
I could sing your name a thousand times
But you'd still never hear me callin
If I can't be standin there with you
Then I guess I should start walkin
The love of my life is away from me
She's everything that I could ask for
But the world is cruel to keep her
All I want to do is stand at her door

I don't wanna know who comes through that door
If it's not you then I just don't really care
Where's the hope in bein away from you
When all I can do is wait oh so far away

Chorus
I could sing your name a thousand times
But you'd still never hear me callin
If I can't be standin there with you
Then I guess I should start walkin
The love of my life is away from me
She's everything that I could ask for
But the world is cruel to keep her
All I want to do is stand at her door

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

boom a song

The Rest Of My Days

If I could just see what I want
If I could just feel it again
It took some time realize
She was what got rid of the rain

I had a plan to get her here
It would be fine if I could win
But so many things stand between
And I just don't think I can win

The other night it came to me
I fight alone to just to hold her
No more spending worlds apart
I will find her, I will save her

Chorus
In my dream she was my everything
The light in the stars at night
So maybe you think it's overrated
But she's all I've got in my sights
I can't accept bein so far away
I refuse to take it much longer
I want her in the rest of my days

If I could just look in her eyes
I could see the happiness inside
Where she is now I do not know
But I want to find her this time

Bein seperated is rippin me apart
These dreams are too much to take
She is my light for everything
But it's just gettin harder to take

The other night it came to me
I fight alone to just to hold her
No more spending worlds apart
I will find her, I will save her

Chorus
In my dream she was my everything
The light in the stars at night
So maybe you think it's overrated
But she's all I've got in my sights
I can't accept bein so far away
I refuse to take it much longer
I want her in the rest of my days

The other night it came to me
I fight alone to just to hold her
No more spending worlds apart
I will find her, I will save her

Chorus
In my dream she was my everything
The light in the stars at night
So maybe you think it's overrated
But she's all I've got in my sights
I can't accept bein so far away
I refuse to take it much longer
I want her in the rest of my days

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

it's a ballad but i like it. check it out

From Within

She had the smile best of all
It could light up this room
And when she laughs at me
I know she really loves me too

I never knew what it felt like
To love someone like I do
I never thought it would hurt
When you went away too soon

Now I don't care what people say
Now I've just about had enough
So when she goes for the night
How am I suppose to carry on

Chorus
Please don't leave me in the night
I can't take the tears comin in
What can I do to keep you here
What words will come from within
Now I don't care what I have to do
Cause when you're gone it's too much
How can I begin to go on from here
How can I bring you back to me

I don't wanna cry cause you're gone
But without you it becomes to much
All I can ask is that you come back
Will you come back with all your love

I know it might be strange to see me
Cryin over you gone for one night
But what else can I do now
When you are the love of my life

Now I don't care what people say
Now I've just about had enough
So when she goes for the night
How am I suppose to carry on

Chorus
Please don't leave me in the night
I can't take the tears comin in
What can I do to keep you here
What words will come from within
Now I don't care what I have to do
Cause when you're gone it's too much
How can I begin to go on from here
How can I bring you back to me

Now I don't care what people say
Now I've just about had enough
So when she goes for the night
How am I suppose to carry on

Chorus
Please don't leave me in the night
I can't take the tears comin in
What can I do to keep you here
What words will come from within
Now I don't care what I have to do
Cause when you're gone it's too much
How can I begin to go on from here
How can I bring you back to me

Sunday, 15 April 2012

got a new song. check it out

Left In The Dark

They say when the light goes out
That all the good has gone away
They seem to think so little
Set em off with anything you say

They hear the truth fly on by
Cause they can't take it right
It only takes a second to light
And watch em fall down right now

Chorus
There's not a chance of me leavin
Cause I'm not like the other guys
They fall apart just like that
I can see from a mile away they lie
There's nothing left to fear
Cause you can escape to the heart
I'm not gonna leave you alone
I won't go with you left in the dark

Gimme one good reason for them to say
Why they think they're right right now
It takes a second for me to run buy
Cause I don't care who they are now

One big shot says he calls the shots
Another guy says he owns you here
Well I say they don't what they mean
They're just completely filled with fear

Chorus
There's not a chance of me leavin
Cause I'm not like the other guys
They fall apart just like that
I can see from a mile away they lie
There's nothing left to fear
Cause you can escape to the heart
I'm not gonna leave you alone
I won't go with you left in the dark

They say when the light goes out
That all the good has gone away
They seem to think so little
Set em off with anything you say

Chorus
There's not a chance of me leavin
Cause I'm not like the other guys
They fall apart just like that
I can see from a mile away they lie
There's nothing left to fear
Cause you can escape to the heart
I'm not gonna leave you alone
I won't go with you left in the dark

Friday, 13 April 2012

just a great song i think. check it out

The Best Thing (In My Life)

I need to tell you something
That's been killin me inside
I can't pretend for much longer
You make my life a fast ride

Everything they said about you
Was just a lie to bring you down
Those are the people who can't see
You make my feet leave the ground

Chorus
You're the best thing in my life
You make rain go away from my life
If there's anything I could do
It would be to stand beside you
When your heart starts to cry
And you can't understand why
I'll be standing beside you

I can't remember the last time
I was as happy as I am now
Loneliness held my heart
But I've found you now

I hear the voices tellin me wrong
They wanna say you're not in my song
But I don't hear them anymore
Because of my love for you

Chorus
You're the best thing in my life
You make rain go away from my life
If there's anything I could do
It would be to stand beside you
When your heart starts to cry
And you can't understand why
I'll be standing beside you

I use to hear the rain fallin down
I use to think when will it stop
But you came into my life so fast
So no more cryin cause it will last

Chorus
You're the best thing in my life
You make rain go away from my life
If there's anything I could do
It would be to stand beside you
When your heart starts to cry
And you can't understand why
I'll be standing beside you

Saturday, 7 April 2012

another song in 24 hours

Do I Matter

When you talk about somebody else
I feel like I'm left behind
It's as if there's only one
And I'm just the other guy

You don't to admit you know me
And I just get cast aside
Where is the love for me
There's no room for me on this ride

Chorus
I feel like you just don't care
And only one of us you really know
What do I really mean to you
Tell me now before I go

You can make me laugh but I don't care
Cause you just avoid this matter
There's more pain inside then you know
And time won't make it better

When will the day come again
When you really care about me
When will the day come again
When you can see what I see
Precious moments were taken away
But those are just yesterdays

Chorus
I feel like you just don't care
And only one of us you really know
What do I really mean to you
Tell me now before I go

So tell me now
How do you really feel about me
Do you care what happens to me
Would you care if I disappeared

Chorus
I feel like you just don't care
And only one of us you really know
What do I really mean to you
Tell me now before I go

new song. ummm take a look

She's Gone

I'm dyin
Cause she's gone away from me
I'm dyin
Cause she's gone away from me

What kinda hell could this be
I'm lookin around but I can't see
The loneliness feels like too much
Nothin but rain surrounds me

Chorus
If only I could lose the pain
If only she wasn't gone from me
Where can I go for the answer
How can I get to where she'll be

I'm beggin
You to come back to me soon
I'm not lyin
I just can't take the bad news

What kinda hell could this be
I'm lookin around but I can't see
The loneliness feels like too much
Nothin but rain surrounds me
I want to open the door
But the streets are empty
Once again

Chorus
If only I could lose the pain
If only she wasn't gone from me
Where can I go for the answer
How can I get to where she'll be

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

AOR ftw

If I Lose You

I know you don't think much of yourself
And you feel that you've been let down
Yet I'm standin here feelin bad for you
All this time thinkin you're wonderful

I know you might wonder why I'm here
And sometimes I just don't know myself
But I know if I lose you I can't go on
So let me pick you up and save you now

Chorus
If I lose you then I can't go on
All I'm askin for is one day with you
What's wrong with lovin you so much
It's all I'll ever want to do
So now where do I go from here
How do I find you what will I do
I've seen your face but it's not enough
If I had the answer If only I knew

I can't bare to see you cry anymore
Where did you go what happened to you
Who could've done this to hurt you so
Tell me girl what can I do

Take my hand I can hold you up
All I want is to stand beside you
All I need is to hold your hand
There's nothin else I want to do
Those eyes can see right through me
I could stare out into eternity
So hold on

Chorus
If I lose you then I can't go on
All I'm askin for is one day with you
What's wrong with lovin you so much
It's all I'll ever want to do
So now where do I go from here
How do I find you what will I do
I've seen your face but it's not enough
If I had the answer If only I knew

I can't bare to see you cry anymore
Where did you go what happened to you
Who could've done this to hurt you so
Tell me girl what can I do

Chorus
If I lose you then I can't go on
All I'm askin for is one day with you
What's wrong with lovin you so much
It's all I'll ever want to do
So now where do I go from here
How do I find you what will I do
I've seen your face but it's not enough
If I had the answer If only I knew

Monday, 2 April 2012

ballads for the win

I Can't Let You Go

These nights have grown cold
I can't see you anymore
The light has gone from my heart
How could I let you go

I tried not to cry
But you make it too hard
I cry out your name in the night
But I know you've gone too far

I whisper your name
To hold back the tears
But it's just too much
Too much

Chorus
This home won't feel the same
When you left I lost everything
How could I not see
What you mean to me
I don't know how I could let you go
It's so much more then I can take
I can't wait for you to come back
Now you're gone it's more then I can take

I dreamed for you to come back
But you never opened the door
The emptiness inside is so much more
Won't you talk to me anymore

I cried out for you last night
My tears won't bring you back
What more is there I can do
Not much longer can I last

I whisper your name
To hold back the tears
But it's just too much
Too much

Chorus
This home won't feel the same
When you left I lost everything
How could I not see
What you mean to me
I don't know how I could let you go
It's so much more then I can take
I can't wait for you to come back
Now you're gone it's more then I can take

I whisper your name
To hold back the tears
But it's just too much
Too much

Chorus
This home won't feel the same
When you left I lost everything
How could I not see
What you mean to me
I don't know how I could let you go
It's so much more then I can take
I can't wait for you to come back
Now you're gone it's more then I can take

Saturday, 31 March 2012

new song. check it out

She's So Far Away

Dear girl I want to meet
You sound fine but it's not enough
How much longer must I wait
Til I can hear about your love

So suddenly you came into my life
And I never want you to leave me
It's so strange how it happened
But now you're all I can see

Chorus
I think I've found what I'm lookin for
She's the kinda girl I'll never forget
Yet she still feels so far away
And we're so close but we've never met
She's So Far Away

I've spent my days filled with pain
Cause I can't see her from my eyes
She's just a dream that I love
But she's real the words don't lie

I just don't think I can be saved
But she finds a way to bring me up
There's no more goin down this road
There's no need to say that's enough

Chorus
I think I've found what I'm lookin for
She's the kinda girl I'll never forget
Yet she still feels so far away
And we're so close but we've never met
She's So Far Away

There's no need to hang my head
I've got somebody to look forward too
She's my everything all the time
And I miss her more then anything too

Chorus
I think I've found what I'm lookin for
She's the kinda girl I'll never forget
Yet she still feels so far away
And we're so close but we've never met
She's So Far Away

Chorus
I think I've found what I'm lookin for
She's the kinda girl I'll never forget
Yet she still feels so far away
And we're so close but we've never met
She's So Far Away

Chorus
I think I've found what I'm lookin for
She's the kinda girl I'll never forget
Yet she still feels so far away
And we're so close but we've never met
She's So Far Away

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

i wrote a power ballad. enjoy

This Is For You

There's a tear for every day of your life
You cry yourself to sleep and I don't know why
I wanna get close and make you feel better
But I don't I could save you if we're together

I've given you my shoulder to cry on
And I take the moment to think of who we are
For the first time in a very long time
I realize there might be more in your heart

Chorus
So I will lift you up inside of my heart
There is no other place I would rather be
Each time I see those tears in your eyes
It makes me die a little inside
And if the tears don't come around anymore
Somethin's wrong it's no who we are
So you can wait til forever to cry again
But I won't wait cause I already see stars

I often think of what we could be together
And I wait for the time where you come around
There's no more crying over how it use to be
I can help you get your feet up on the ground

There will be a time when we might be apart
And both of us might need a moment to breath
But there's a hope that we'll get back together
But I just can't stand to wait and see

Chorus
So I will lift you up inside of my heart
There is no other place I would rather be
Each time I see those tears in your eyes
It makes me die a little inside
And if the tears don't come around anymore
Somethin's wrong it's no who we are
So you can wait til forever to cry again
But I won't wait cause I already see stars

I hope that someday you'll end up in my arms
And I can hold you until the tears go away
I'll sing to you until you can get better
And I'll wait for you every night and day

Chorus
So I will lift you up inside of my heart
There is no other place I would rather be
Each time I see those tears in your eyes
It makes me die a little inside
And if the tears don't come around anymore
Somethin's wrong it's no who we are
So you can wait til forever to cry again
But I won't wait cause I already see stars

So everybody out there this is for you

Monday, 19 March 2012

just wrote somethin new. check it out

It Keeps Getting Better

I can see you fallin from so far away
I can pick you up at the end of the day
I know what's been happenin to you
But I won't let you hurt yourself again

You are the angel in my eyes
As long as you're here I am set
There's nothin left for me to lose
You're the on I don't wanna forget

Chorus
I just wanna tell you it keeps getting better
You can tell me different but I won't believe
There's so much more to life then this
You just have to open your eyes and see
It keeps getting better

You try to put yourself down in my eyes
But I can't see you any other way
You'll always be worth everything to me
I won't let you say it for one more day

And when you're gone it makes me cry
I can't hold back the tears in my eyes
Seein you cry breaks my heart
And every word I say I mean it
It's obvious to everyone around
That I'm still in love with you

Chorus
I just wanna tell you it keeps getting better
You can tell me different but I won't believe
There's so much more to life then this
You just have to open your eyes and see
It keeps getting better

It always hurts me to watch you leave
I never wanna see you go for a moment
You might say I cry a little too much
But I do it because I love you

Chorus
I just wanna tell you it keeps getting better
You can tell me different but I won't believe
There's so much more to life then this
You just have to open your eyes and see
It keeps getting better

Thursday, 15 March 2012

just a new song i wrote

We'll Find Love

You're my favorite distraction
You keep me comin back when I don't want too
You could call me a fool
But I will keep playin this fool for you

I know somebody's out there
And I am gonna find her somday soon
I'm not the only one alone
Love's gonna come for me someday too

Chorus
Show me a sign girl
Show me that you really care
Everything you say is true
And I will find you anywhere
If you think that I'm lyin
Maybe it just hasn't happened yet
We're not the only ones all alone
We'll find love someday from now

Here we go again
I find myself dreaming about you
Now it's anybody's guess
Cause i just don't what I should do

Every time I see you cry
I wanna be near you more then ever
Give me a reason to leave
I wn't leave you forver and ever
Somebody tell me where I can find
The girl who makes me feel alive

Chorus
Show me a sign girl
Show me that you really care
Everything you say is true
And I will find you anywhere
If you think that I'm lyin
Maybe it just hasn't happened yet
We're not the only ones all alone
We'll find love someday from now

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

i don't mean to boast but this is a dam good song

Broken For The Last Time

I walked down the halls of my life
They reminded me of who I use to be
Love is gone from these empty halls
And my eyes are closed I can't see

Innocence use to fill these streets
Now it's covered in remorse and tears
Before the night is through I will cry
Cause in this town I've seen my fears

Chorus
What came over who you use to be
Why did you hurt so many lives
How could you ever do those things
I hurt so much I can't forget you
And now I'm broken for the last time

All that walls are falling down around me
And I keep the memories of all of our time
So many nights together we won't forget
Even though you're gone I miss these nights

And even though I remember why you're gone
And I still cry when I think about you
How you left and you never said goodbye
How I could feel like I had died inside

Chorus
What came over who you use to be
Why did you hurt so many lives
How could you ever do those things
I hurt so much I can't forget you
And now I'm broken for the last time

As much as you make me remember
As much as it hurts me to say
I still want you to come back to me
I need it to be like it use to be
So please come back to me
Won't you come back to me

Chorus
What came over who you use to be
Why did you hurt so many lives
How could you ever do those things
I hurt so much I can't forget you
And now I'm broken for the last time

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

new song i wrote. i hope you like it

The Heart Is A Lonely Place

The heart is a lonely place for you and me
It's the place where we stop to remember
All the loved ones we miss from here on
How long will it be til we can remember

The voices callin out to my heart
More reasons to come back then to go
And the memories I will keep forever
But my head doesn't seem to know

Chorus
The rain's comin down in front of my eyes
I can barely see what's in front of me
Maybe this is just what I really needed
Cause before my journey I could not see
All of the friends that I hurt

The cuts on my arms remind of pain I have
All the bruises for the ones I treated wrong
I'd close my eyes to think of an answer
But everything I try just seems to be wrong

The faces of my friends haunt me now
I know I can go back but it isn't right
What if is the only thing I can see now
What if I never left in the night

Chorus
The rain's comin down in front of my eyes
I can barely see what's in front of me
Maybe this is just what I really needed
Cause before my journey I could not see
All of the friends that I hurt

I returned to open arms cryin out for me
Wonderin where I've been they would say
I can't tell them of the journey I've had
But today feels like a brand new day

Chorus
The rain's comin down in front of my eyes
I can barely see what's in front of me

Sunday, 26 February 2012

i finally wrote a new song. enjoy

The Only Life I've Got

I lived with doubt around me
It always was my friend
I couldn't leave it all alone
It brough me there and back again

I was not a hero
Not someone you should look up to
I could feel the air around me
Burnin me to do somethin new

I was runnin outta time
I thought I could never change
No

chorus
This is the only life I've got
I've got to use it for good
I was prepared for disaster
For things goin so much faster
It was for once understood

I finally said enough to doubt
I am on my own all by myself
It feels so good to break free
I am new to bein all by myself

I've got no plans ahead of me
I just want to use my time
It's got to be done for everyone
I think my freedom is a sign

I was runnin outta time
I thought I could never change
No

chorus
This is the only life I've got
I've got to use it for good
I was prepared for disaster
For things goin so much faster
It was for once understood

I look around and see the world
I can see the things I can do
I don't have to be anyone else
I can see all things new
oh

chorus
This is the only life I've got
I've got to use it for good
I was prepared for disaster
For things goin so much faster
It was for once understood

Thursday, 16 February 2012

just felt like writing something so check this out

Not For Me

I know what you said today
You turned your back and walked away
You can take me down once again
But I just don't give a dam

You messed with my mind again
You speak your mind like you know it all
I don't want anything to do with you
I'm not standin anymore against the wall

Chorus
I wanted to spend everything with you
But you couldn't hold a candle to truth
You lied to me one too many times
So just get out I got nothin to lose
leave me alone if you wanna leave
Find somebody else to bring down again
You open your mouth but all I hear
Is it's all for you and not for me

I don't give a dam who you like or hate
You always believe I live on your words
There's more to me then love for you
It's all gone cause of what you do

You're a disgrace for your mistakes
You chose wrong and look what it's done
Your cries can't be heard outside
Tears will still be comin down at dawn

Chorus
I wanted to spend everything with you
But you couldn't hold a candle to truth
You lied to me one too many times
So just get out I got nothin to lose
leave me alone if you wanna leave
Find somebody else to bring down again
You open your mouth but all I hear
Is it's all for you and not for me

I still feel for you every single day
But you won't let me fell for you
Get outta my way so I can let go
What you're doin to me is nothin new

Chorus
I wanted to spend everything with you
But you couldn't hold a candle to truth
You lied to me one too many times
So just get out I got nothin to lose
leave me alone if you wanna leave
Find somebody else to bring down again
You open your mouth but all I hear
Is it's all for you and not for me

Monday, 13 February 2012

i know of someone who passed away recently and it inspired this song. this goes out to those who have lost someone close

This Heart A Mine

Now that you're gone
My heart cries for the time we spent
Here day after day
I'll always wonder where you went

I just can't find sleep
Nothing can get rid of the pain
Time is suppose to heal
But I can still see the rain

I want things to be the same
But it won't go back that way

Chorus
This heart a mine still goes on
This heart a mine still carries on
I've still got time to hold on to
But I still don't know what to do

In the night
My mind screams for you to return to me
Where have you gone
I still close my eyes what I can't see

Now I'll go on
With the memories I keep inside
Still keep you near
My heart just can't take another ride

I want things to be the same
But it won't go back that way

Chorus
This heart a mine still goes on
This heart a mine still carries on
I've still got time to hold on to
But I still don't know what to do

My heart needs more time
Time to accept this reality
Tears will come again
Cause I will cry for you and me

Chorus
This heart a mine still goes on
This heart a mine still carries on
I've still got time to hold on to
But I still don't know what to do

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

i felt this was a moving song so i decided to post it.

State Of Revolution

Dear shame I remember you well
You don't let me forget anything
So cold in the place you left me
Nowhere to go can't do a thing

Anger you were my best friend
You held me when I want to leave
You took me further then before
And closed my eyes to the scene

Chorus
The chains are broken and I'm free
No more cryin for destruction
The target is gone from my face
In my state of revolution
The people cried out for change
And I answered and saved them
So much for hope and change
In this state of revolution

Been runnin this for far too long
Control is what I always needed
Attention to the ones crying out
Safety is what I give instead

Some days you want to be invisible
So when you fail no one can see you
Isn't love suppose to win the day
What else is there that I can do
Slippin away into the darkness
But I'm not gonna run away

Chorus
The chains are broken and I'm free
No more cryin for destruction
The target is gone from my face
In my state of revolution
The people cried out for change
And I answered and saved them
So much for hope and change
In this state of revolution

The sun is coming up once again
The scars will heal someday soon
It's the time to see the dawn
After we could only see the moon

Chorus
The chains are broken and I'm free
No more cryin for destruction
The target is gone from my face
In my state of revolution
The people cried out for change
And I answered and saved them
So much for hope and change
In this state of revolution