i have finally done a ballad. and i think it's one of my best. check it out

The Thought Of Bein Apart

All this time I thought I had it all
But then I realized there's no love
Still I searched for the one for me
And the answer was so far gone

Still they say there's somebody out there
But I wondered if that was really true
All thinkin has made me forget about
All the things that I've needed to do

Then a voice cried out to me inside
I didn't know where it came from
It was a dream but I turned around
And I saw you standin under the sun

Chorus
I've made up too many reasons to cry
I told myself it was ok when it's not
All this time I kept thinkin of you
I knew that I was found from the lost
So listen to me when I look in your eyes
And I tell you that I loved you forever
I wasn't sure if you felt the same way
but you said yes and I can live on forever

There will be songs that can lift me up
But they don't do what you do for me
My heart sings when I'm thinkin of you
I don't need answer for the things I see

I thought no one would listen to me
So I fell inside and never got up again
And you came and picked me up inside
And I could see you were more then a friend

Some times I may make things worse for us
I know I'm not perfect like I think you are
I know I can make you feel so much better
And I need you to be forever inside my heart

Chorus
I've made up too many reasons to cry
I told myself it was ok when it's not
All this time I kept thinkin of you
I knew that I was found from the lost
So listen to me when I look in your eyes
And I tell you that I loved you forever
I wasn't sure if you felt the same way
but you said yes and I can live on forever